Time for a change......

It has come to a time in my life where I am in need for a change. 
I have only felt this way 3 times in my life. Once when my oldest was 6 months old I was itching to get back to work....I did part time for a bit when she was older but only for a very short time before we had our big move when I then had a new house to unpack, a new life to build in a new town all with 5 months before a new baby entered the world.

Then when Mr1 was about 6 months old I had the itchy feet - I needed a change, I felt stuck and isolated and like my brain was turning to mush......but after a few weeks it settled down and I got on with having fun with the kids.

Now I have the need for a change again, but this time it is different. I am at a blank as to what will help fill this blank. I have thought about many things.....is it the need for a third baby? is it the need to go back to part time work? is it just that I need to find some time once a week to do something for me like join a gym, a night class, or a hobby that I can fit in around the kids? is it just that I need some me time to email friends out of town regularly to catch up, or finish the kids scrapbooks or to make something?

It is not like I don't have things to keep me busy. I am on the Toy library committee, I now facilitate parenting tool box courses every term for 6 weeks, I attend a mums group, We go to mainly music, we go to play groups, we regularly visit friends, I have two afternoons a week child free when Miss3 is at kindy and Mr1 is sleeping. I love the quiet, but miss the kids dearly and I am often busy making wraps / cleaning / doing the washing and general house hold things in my quiet time that I just don't get a moment to sit and have some quiet time for my self.

so now to fill the blank and find the answer......
I hope that it comes to me soon as I am so ready for a change. Be it a small change or a big one.